I just want my boyfriend to grab me and kiss me. Put his hands on my cheek, pull me in and kiss me the minute he sees me. Or push me against a wall and lift me up, kiss my neck and make love to me. I miss the passion. I don’t feel it between us as much as what I used too. I feel like we have lost our connection.
Yeah, we kiss and have sex.. but where is the fire in that. The desire to want each other when we’re apart. The thrill when we finally see each other and embrace each other.
Do we just have sex? Or do we make love..? Do we feel the passion for each other still.
I love him. I want everything with him. I want to be his everything.
I am sad that my depression and ED deprives our relationship.