after I had my little ‘Christmas morning blues’ I remembered what my therapist told me last night. so.. I introduce you to my first breakfast that I’ve had in weeks. It took me about an hour to really consider if consumption is what I wanted, but after speaking to certain people and fellow bloggers, I felt maybe it would be okay. Maybe I will be able to do this.
I’ll admit, I’m a little restless and still doing my ‘pacing ritual’ where I can’t settle straight after eating. But it helps take my mind off the fact that I have eaten and my urge to purge.
Merry Christmas everyone.