I’m so confused. I don’t have the answers to any of my fucked up questions or how to get them. Can anyone help?
I just had a complete and utter anxiety melt down today. I put a flapjack and some small sausage rolls in my mouth, chewed them, and spat them out.
It wasn’t until later on, the girls were picking up on my ‘abnormal’ eating habits. We all sat around with chocolates and sausage rolls. I tried so hard to get out of the situation but my brain and my body just fell flat and gave in. I gorged on the filthy food. I tried to purge. After 10-15 minutes nothing would come up.
I feel like I have let myself down. I am going for a massive jog to see what I am able to burn off. My stomach has bloated. Great. I feel like utter shit.